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| My ramble |
| 08.24.03 (4:03 am) [edit] |
For some reason, I'm feeling really frsutareted.....i mean, really frustrated...
Today, was such a really good day...sooo relaxing...
I got to wash my clothes, clean my room..veg out and watch some dvds....
I come online, start getting frustrated...I'm starting t think that this online thing ain't good for me...
I find it so hard to shut up when I think someone's making a mistake because I know if I told 'em, it may bring some light to the situation but at the same time, it's not my place to.
Amy wants to go back to school (her old school) to finish the VCE even though she's deciding between tafe and school but personally, I think she's going to pick school. But I think it's just silly because she gets frustrated with all the rumours that go around about her. I think that the rumours are only going to get worse if she goes back to her old school. If she goes to TAFE, where no-one knows her, they might actually stop.Hey, I know the disadvntages of not knowing people...you feel so alone..like you'v got nowhere to turn but that passes after a while but you feel like that sometimes...
At tafe last week, we had to work together in groups, the teacher had nothing to do with it..we just had to go to the library and find our own groups....and work with them....Shelley went home....I felt really sick...claustrophic....and the idea of just askin' a group if I could work with them just made me feel even more sicker...I ended up getting mum to pick me up and went home...
I think I get on ok with the people in my class but it's the whole 'asking' thing that really eeks me... I get nervous every day, I know I shouldn't...I should have a bit more self-esteem but....like I was telling Bon, I don't have all that much self-esteem....not much at all...and sometimes at tafe, I feel like this miniature person that doesn't matter...I nevr had this trouble at school...but it's a good learning experience....
But anyway, back to amy... I think she wants to go back to school because it's a pretty secure environment....maybe she's scared of going out in the real world...experiencing new people..and no, meeting people in nite clubs do not count.....
Omg, I'm rambling..I'm lost, I don't even know where I'm at...don't even know what I'm saying. I'm actually typing this with my eues cloesed, thinking as of what to say..thinking if i should ay what i want to say ....but at the same time..thinking if i should even sau anything incriminating about other people..becase they could get severely pissed off...oh well, it's my loss i guess...for being so honest..i wonder hopw im douing wih my eyes closed...gonna open them now...omg, not all that shabby actually....
I like rambling...it's a good way to get my feelings out...in the open...but it can hurt people...and i dont like that but sometimes it just has to be said..my eyes are shit again...hmmm, i got an emailfrom a class mate today..it made me feel pretty damn good..he said he liked talking to me...i mean, people havbe said that to me..but somehow, it feels different coming from him...
He just really interests me, his way of talking, writing...and acting....and no i dont have a crush on him...he jst really interests me..
I just opened my eyes to check what i was wriying anf woke up to a range of blinking lights....and...hmmm, craig;s online...well, his msn was online but him, in person just came on..iv been trying to get in touch with him all day ansd finally he's on....i just hope he can check out the timetable and get back to me asap so i can send it off to the camp people..so i can get the plans underway..it's so frustrating when i can't get a move on...i get more paranoid about the camp by the minute....
Will it be ok? I don't know but I'm sure hoping so...
I wonder how long this will be and quite frankly, I don't care.
This post was supposed to be about Amy, thats why I opened this up in the first place but I guess I got distracted. I have a sore back, and sore wrists from bending over and typing so much...iv been typing alll night...trying to figure out camp details and whether I should do whatever or not...and chatting, not to forgte chatting...omg, my fingers are flying over the keyboard..i wonder what my speed is..per minute..you kno? some people have those tests....i don't kno where i can get one of 'em....oh well...blinking light...*jumps in joy*
He likes it!!!!!!!!!
He likes the timetable....
Thats one less thing to feel frustrated about.....
I have pins and needles in my left foot..it's all tickly...I wonder how come they exist? Wouldn't life be so much easier without them....Imagine this...Life without pins and needles....Lol, what a great life this is...pins and needles left and right......lol, im not making much sense...
My self-esteem...hmmm, it's pretty low but lets not get into that...actually lets do...
I don't know why it's low..it's possible it's cos im fat and ugly and because i have no life..or friends...i mean, i have friends but *shrugs* You never know who to trust....never.....
Enuf about that...
I'm outta here....
Til my next ramble.....
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| bleeh |
| 08.22.03 (5:55 am) [edit] |
I'm in a hyper mood for some weird reason...
I have apple juice!!!!!!!!
I'm chatting in mirc, im not really in a typing mood today so i'm jst not gonna type heaps...
i just wanted to announce that iv got applu juice...heh
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| omg!!!!!! |
| 08.22.03 (1:47 am) [edit] |
Bree's gorgeous, I'm totally in love with her!!!
She's just so beautiful...she arrived last night.....getting terrorised by Bella but other from that, shes fine... she's soooooo adorable.... I could jst eat her up...
we have wayyy too many girls in this house....
There's Mum, me, Kylie, Amanda, Hayley, Bella, Peaches and Bree! (bella, peaches n bree are dogs)
and there's dad!
Heh-heh...
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| meeeeeh! |
| 08.18.03 (2:05 am) [edit] |
Hello hello
I thought I'd write some stuff.....but before I do...I wanted to say that I won't b updatin' this regularly..only when I feel like it...
If I say things about people, I don't intend to b offensive, only honest! :)
Yesterday, Anto/Michi sent me some pics from Fi's party and omg, I looked shockin'...I really did!
My weekend was great....realli relaxin'
On Sat morning, went to volunteerin'...discovered that everyone in my group was away so got Rach to come hang out..Rach, Kara and I painted a picture. It's beautiful. Mum's gonna laminate it and I'm gonna hang it up on my wall. It has a pot of gold wif a rainbow, grass, a tree, and 3 peoples...birdies too :) Kara, Rach and I went over the road for lunch then went to Kara's house and hung out...I went thru her clothes because there's this clothing drive for tafe...for a project...we jst hung out and hmmmm...i picked out some dvds and books i was gonna borrow... dumped 'em in Rach's car...went down the road where there's a new woolies and coles...did some shoppin' and presented Kara wit a present...guess what it was? Go on...guess....CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!! ah, so clever!!!
Hmmm...we then, went back to her place and decided to go for dinner at Macca's over at Rouse Hill.. We spent two hours just talking...
Went to Blockbuster, got some dvds....and watched Maid in Manhattan then headed home.... was feelin' REALLY energized so spent like 4 hours moving around my room and cleanin'...
Got to bed around 5am....woke up at 12pm....felt shit..looked shit....did shit...
Today at TAFE was sooooooooooooo boring... this dude spent a hour talkin' abot how we could use the library catalogue...can you say boring! then we had a guest lecture....shelley and i couldn't stop laughin' for the stupidest reasons.... she had to leave the hall to calm down...heheh....
got home..refused to feed the dogs...fixed the cpu cos my stupid dad accidently pulled out the plug and was panicking about where it went...ROFL!
I made a flyer for the clothing drive....now, jst lookin' at the computer thinking that i should make a start on an assessment due the day afta tmw....
*shrugs* I'll make a start afta home and away!!!
Byeee!!!
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| greetin's |
| 08.15.03 (4:02 am) [edit] |
Hello..
hmm, im sooo bored so thought i'd come and post something. i have no idea as of what to post....
I'm tryin' to connect to mirc but it only works on austnet not...dal.net or something...its really annoying me...
I went to tafe today, sat thru 40 mins of class,,,,without an interpreter...it was confirmed that an interpreter wldnt b attending so i went home and hung around, doin' nothin' in particular....
I felt stupid really, wondering if I did anythin' wrong on Wed to make the 'preter not come...but the Kelly says that she's sick...
When I was on MSN earlier, Rach went off for a bit and Len im'ed me...i was kinda pissed off...i already was super sensitive and shitty....and when he im'ed me..it jst felt like he was just talkin' to me to kill time til Rach got back..it kinda hurt, you kno? But I should get used to it, I guess...it's gonna b lik that in future I spose... he actually called me a 'backup blanky'.....I luv Len and stuff, he's like a big brother to me..i guess thats why it hurts....i thought we could still talk despite his relationship with Rach....but it seems like they focus all their spare energy clinging onto each other like they're never gonna see each other again...i mean, hello....she's gonna live with him eventually...im prob soundin' resentful but in a way, i am..but im not in a way.....i jst want to b able to talk to one of them without listening to 'rach this, rach that' or 'len this, len that' I accept that they're in love and all that..i love 'em both but....I don't really need to hear about them all the time...There are other things to life.... I just think that if they cling onto each other- it's jsut....blahh...
I guess one or both of 'em are going to read this and I just wanted to say, if you did ask- I'd say this to your face. I have nothing to hide. I understand you guys have something special going on but you should really uh, ease up on the whole depressed thing. You're going to see each other again, relax. You should b more positive....
I'm soundin' like a real bitch but this is kat's whinge for the day....and....rach/len...don't go off at me.....I was honest and I'm not gonna take it back...
[i]---What is honesty?---[/i]
I kinda told him off, not really but...meh...
What else to write about...
Oh yeah... Mr X... I think I really like him but at the same time, I don't think it's appropriate to like him, you know? I don't even know him all that well but still, it feels restricted... we get on really well but...*shrugs* it's just stupid...there's something...an invisible barrier that's stopping me liking him further....I'd be better off jst forgettin' him..nothin would ever happen anyways...he's actually online at the moment....lately, i haven't known what to say to him because I don't want to ruin anything....
I have 15 people online... yay me....
Jake: a 16 yr old boy from Canberra. He's a bit naive but aren't they all?
Doug: a sweetie from Queensland. I feel that I have to tread carefully around him because he seems really sensitive.
Steve: my online 'fiance'...lol, I was bein' silly on mirc, askin' people to marry me..he said yes :) we've agreed on two kids and I get to pcik the wedding date...
Anto: a real sweetie from Wollongong who is still hung up on Rach who's going out with Len. Jealous sparks flyin' there...
DoM: jst a guy from the net i confided in about some personal stuff that was goin' on in my life...don't talk much anymore...
Bon: He's really sweet but he showed a side of him that I didn't like recently and he claims that the side I didn't like was the real him and the sweetness was just a fake cover but I have reason to doubt it... His life is taken up by Brazillan Jit Jisti..however you spell it... He expressed some frustrations about it consuming too much of his time and leaving not much time for the other things in his life...
Jesse L: Len's friend, actually housemate.
Jason: from #spinfm on Austnet...we don't talk much..think im gonna delete him actually....
Jayson: Sheraton boy....Boss dating employee *heheh*
Met him recently, he seems really nice so far...but we'll see...
Ken: Someone that has really low self-esteem but seems to be getting back on track..he's met a girl that's good for him, i think....but we'll see...
Moya: a conceited up-herself bitch that thinks she's the best....and I am NOT exaggerating at all.. She lives in Adelaide...
Bianca: met her in you kno, one of those chat windows where you invite some people to chat...she seems nice :)
Tristan: some guy I got to talkin to in mirc..he's always lunching tho :)
Graeme: Nice....don't know him all that well yet but yeah, nice....
Michi: anto's sister....also nice :) easy to talk to too..
I just remembered I have 2 msns open...and I just realised most of my IRL friends aren't online...hmmm....I have no life, lol...
[b]My other Msn[/b]
Greg: Greg's from Adelaide and he's got a conceited attitude too and he's totally obsessed with Eninem? Is that how you spell it? Is it something with Adelaide people? Conceitness?
Luke: someone I went to school with, he's a total sweetie....only about 15 yrs old... he's one of my babies...
Mitch: someone I went to school with also....not one of my favourite people though
Mickey: a guy that is highly suspicious of people's motives....hung up on rach also :) there's somethin' about that girl....hahaha
Alex: seems to b a quiet guy that keeps to himself...he works in IT...fun hey?
Juso: He's a weird one, that one..
Apryll: someone I went to school with....very immature though....
Her current msn name is : ":OOh my gosh...Justice Ababio Loves me:OHe said that i have nice TITS PISS OFF:o"
Justice is a guy that goes to my old school also.. a very rebellious naughty little boy.....
Aparna: a girl that smiles a lot even tho she's gone thru so much....it's commendable
Gavin: a fam friend, can't say much about him really
Phil: oh don't get me started....he used to b engaged to one of my mates....biggg drama...don't even kno whats happening now but....oh well...
I think that's enuf gossip about other people...
At the moment, I'm just lookign at the screen, wondering if my life's always going to be like this? Sitting at the computer on Friday night, typing in a blog and chatting to my friends. I hope not but at the same time, I hope so... Hmmm, isn't that weird?
I think I've written enough for now but don't worry, I'll type some more another time...
Before I go, haley just came online...
I went to school with Haley also known as Halz... She's a Harry Potter fanatic...you should have seen her when she read HP5...she always wanted to discuss it!!!!!!!!! She's 18!
Hmmm, enuf from me now :roll:
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| I'm going to intrdouce myself now! |
| 08.14.03 (5:04 am) [edit] |
Ok...introduction time for those that don't know me!!!
My name's Katrina...I'm from Sydney, Australia.
It's very highly likely that I post really stupid/silly things!
I'm 17 yrs old....hmmmm.....I go to tafe.....I do cert 4 in welfare...*thinks*
I like colours....
What else is there to know?
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You're gonna get sick of my images....you're lucky I only hav 3 uploaded.... so u might see the same one over and over...
I should have 'em in turn.....
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| ugghh |
| 08.14.03 (4:54 am) [edit] |
I'm from Sydney...
Does anyone know how to change the uh, time zone thing?
Do people read blogs?!
*shrugs in confusion*
:roll:
What shall I write here?
If people read this- post a comment about what I should write about. I'll glady oblige...within reason! :)
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| hehehe... |
| 08.14.03 (4:48 am) [edit] |
Heya everyone....
This is one of my very 'many' blogs. Place much emphasis on MANY!
I thought I'd make ANOTHER effort to make a blog. Who knows? I might even actually update it regularly! hMM... *shrugs*
At the moment, I'm talking to um, Bec, Mandy, Felix, Doug, Ashley and some dude called Michael whoses email indicates that he likes weed!
Felix, Bec, Mandy and I are all in one msn room and we've decided that.... we're characters out of Winnie the Pooh...
I'm TIGGER!
Bec's the Owl.
Felix's the Rabbit
AND *drumroll*
Mandy's Piglet!
We have yet to fill the other characters!
Hmmmm, I've been thinkin' about Bel's 21st. It's a fancy dress party and I'm not sure what to go as. I want to go as a rainbow fairy but that's what everyone expects anyway so....*sighs* I don't know what to go as but I think I'm gonna go as a rainbow fairy!!!
One of my parent's friends might make my outfit!!!!!
YES! a new outfit! Probably not suitable for public viewing but meh!
My msn nick atm is 'You....off my planet' Isn't that such a crack up!
Lol- I'm scaring myself!
*sighs* I was going to say something about Rach here but hey, people are gonna read this...well, if I give 'em the link and I'll probably do that and I have erm, respect for Rach.... :o)
Who shall we scare now?! Phil!!!
I'll copy and paste the conversation.
You....off my planet says:
BOO!
You....off my planet says:
You are our chosen victim.
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
AHHH!
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
realluy,
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
what for?
You....off my planet says:
You have a dirty picture again.
You....off my planet says:
We've decided to scare you thoroughly.
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
i have a manly Cheerleader
You....off my planet says:
We are going to BEAM you up to K-Planet!
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
its not dirty
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
lol rightyoh,
You....off my planet says:
But in a straitjacket.
You....off my planet says:
Be prepared!
You....off my planet says:
My blog wants to eat you!
You....off my planet says:
*giggles*
You....off my planet says:
Vroom vroom
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
lol
You....off my planet says:
Isn't new technology amazing?!
You....off my planet says:
You can even drive to K-Planet.
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
excellent
You....off my planet says:
It takes a long amount of time though.
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
have u been a.drinking or b.smoking?
You....off my planet says:
Why do you think I've been drinking or smoking?
You....off my planet says:
I would never do such a dirty and naughty thing.
You....off my planet says:
It's not really in character.,
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
ok cool
You....off my planet says:
Well?
You....off my planet says:
Explain yourself young man!
You....off my planet says:
I'm a-waitin'
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
well, ur talking bizzaro
You....off my planet says:
and how am i talkin' 'bizzaro'
You....off my planet says:
My blog just wants to scare you.
You....off my planet says:
Nothing to do with me.
You....off my planet says:
*cries*
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
lol
You....off my planet says:
You don't love me anymore, do you?
You....off my planet says:
I thought we had a special relationship.
You....off my planet says:
Obviously not
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
i never stopped Kat!
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
lol
You....off my planet says:
You're not being very nice towards me and my blog.
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
ive never met your 'blog'
You....off my planet says:
Well, it doesn't like you!
You....off my planet says:
You're not being very nice.
When you think of Garbage, Think of Akihm says:
im always nice
You....off my planet says:
No you're not.
You....off my planet says:
You called us bizarro.
You....off my planet says:
Well? Do you have any explaination?!
He doesn't have an explaination because he doesn't know what a blog is, well..we'll show him...won't we? *giggles evilly*
I asked Doug if he wanted to say anything in my blog and he came back with:
Dougie you know that I know that you know me better than that says:
there's no dark side of the moon really matter of fact its all dark
Keep that in mind girls and boys!
Will is being silly! He wouldn't send me a pic of him and his gf Annette ages ago but I got it off Annette and he's....*sighs*
Will I Annette (B1) - I may be a loser, but at least I'm not alone... says:
argh
Will I Annette (B1) - I may be a loser, but at least I'm not alone... says:
annette
You....off my planet says:
yeah
You....off my planet says:
I haven't done any voodoo..
Will I Annette (B1) - I may be a loser, but at least I'm not alone... says:
just as bloody well
You....off my planet says:
I wouldn't do that!
He seems to think I'm the voodoo type!
Shit, this posts gettin' longer!
*shrugs* I'll be posting later when I get reactions.....
Some more copyin' n pastin' *claps hands gleefully*
Kat xo
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