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| 12.30.03 (5:00 am) [edit] |
I've got a little writers block..AGAIN! I jst wanted to wish y'all a happy new year and I'll write again in the new year..Peace Out! Lol, I kno that was lame!
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| 12.30.03 (4:56 am) [edit] |
does this timezone thing work?
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| merry christmas |
| 12.22.03 (4:38 am) [edit] |
Hey Everyone
I just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas and to honour the occassion- I'm going to sing..well, type the whole happy birthday thing but replace the 'happy birthday' with 'merry christmas'!
Merry Christmas to You! Merry Christmas to You! Merry Christmas dear Everyone! Merry Christmas to You! Hip Hooray! Hip Hip Hooray!
And not to forget, I wish you all a very Happy New Year. I hope things work out for you.
Don't be afraid to go after new things. Like someone said to me the other week.."You'll never get anywhere in life if you're afraid of everything". So that's my New Year Resolution...not to be afraid to approach new outlets/opportunities! You never know what hand life's going to deal you, so make the best of what you've been lucky enough to get!
Once again, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! :)
Please please keep in touch!!!!
I love every single one of you!
Love always,
Katrina(Kat) xoxoxox
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| monday the 22nd |
| 12.22.03 (4:30 am) [edit] |
Uh, today...hmmmm...I woke up around 9:30am...sat back in bed reading... finally dragged my sorry ass out of bed at around 10:15am...did some stuff and had a shower then went and picked up my photos from the dinner/movie thing and the carols in the domain...some of the pics turned out well..but all the pics that i was in- I looked terrible...damn sunburn and ugly face, lol..I always seem to squint when I'm like..SMILING...hahaha....came home, chatted...rach came around- went to BP and got a slurpie...then went to Gary's...we remembered the whole way...didn't even need a map even tho there were a lot of turns n stuff... we started off by watching this BBC thing on dvd called "the league of extraordinary gentlemen" It was incredibly lame but kinda funny, hahaha.... then we did some signing stuff.....saw the pics from their housewarming party (the 1 we went to)...and watched "the office" which was jst idiotic.... spent a looonnngg time looking for Krispy Kreme in Penrith..lol..found it and got some donuts and a hat!!!!!! them hats are SO cool... came home...watched tv..and chatted... not much happened...tomorrow promises to be a bludgy day..
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| wkend |
| 12.20.03 (6:47 pm) [edit] |
hello...its sunday...I said I'd write on sunday but I can't be bothered writing much but we'll see what happens I spose... the weekend wasn't the best...
Friday....went out for a movie and a dinner...the movie was okay...Intolerable Cruelty.....dinner wasn't too bad...Jessica Napier works at the resturant we went to...the staff was really friendly and so on...we had a walk through Kings Cross- it was a real eye-opener...some of the people there jst really 'eek-ed' me....headed back to Rach's... slept..
Saturday- got up...went to parra- got some food, met my sister and amanda..went to the carols in the domain..claimed pretty much the same spot we had last year even tho there were plenty of spots closer to the front.... after a while...we discovered that some mates were near the stage...and when amanda left..kylie got upset then left too...then we all moved near the stage..had fun looning around...it rained..we got drenched...
I don't really feel like sayin' much..jst feelin' ..not so good...
I get to pick up my photos at 10:30am tomorrow...woohoo!
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| boring ramble.. |
| 12.17.03 (5:03 pm) [edit] |
Hmmm, hello.
It's 11:42AM on a beautiful Thursday morning soon to be afternoon.
I'm writing this in WordPad for some reason. I'm not sure exactly what.
It's chaos here. Mum apparently asked Kylie and Amanda to clean the house because they basically haven't done much around here. But of course, Kylie in fear of my mother's wrath starts cleaning while Amanda claims all innocence. She said she didn't know that she had to?! Hell, Mum told them to their face!!!
They've got a friend over, Emma. and Emma is feeling so bad that Amanda's not doing anything so she's starting to help clean. I quickly fixed that problem and said 'Emma- you can have a shower, the towel's in the bathroom' She retorted back with 'Do I smell?! Is that a hint?!' But then she went and had her shower.
Now Amanda is just walking around the house like a zombie while Kylie is cleaning up the lounge room. I wanna help but Mum didn't ask me to and if she knew I helped- she'd just go off at Kylie because Amanda didn't. It's complicated- I can't explain. Although I did help a little. *shrugs*
Ok, moving on!
This week......hmmm....okay- heh heh...I'm gonna give you the most boring detailed week 'explaination' LOL!
Monday- Woke up, went to work with Mum and had to go to the supermarket over the road which if I may mention- it's down a hill. We had to shop for Mum's work's camp. It was like a 3 day thing- no biggie but it filled TWO whole trolleys and reached an amount of $400 or so. We then struggled to push the trolleys up the hill(it was heavy) and then by the time we reached our destination(a variety of hills and so on- little ones and big ones) we both were sweating and I had to go to work in 15 mins! I rushed to work and signed some forms because I was a 'new' employee. DEN (Deaf Education Network)....I jst did some archiving..I was supposed to do photocopying and stuff like that til they discovered that their policy wasn't on the computer anymore. Who else but me to type it out ALL over again. It was like 30 pages or so at size 10 font! Eeek....finished work at 4:10pm when I should hav finished at 2:30pm..went home with Dad and Jack. Bought a iceblock for Dad and Jack and a yummy icecream for myself and we dropped Jack off. I can't remember anything else that happened.
Tuesday- I really have no idea what I did. Oh my god, I just remembered. I had a dentist appointment. They gave me the usual..'remember to wear ur plate at night. Come back in 12 months' Stuff lik that :o) Home alone with sisters because parents were at the club catchin' up with some friends...
Wednesday- (btw- that was yesterday :oP) I travelled to Balmain to the Inspire Foundation and just helped out. I had to sign like 100000000000000000000 christmas cards with this chick's name...'Anne' I almost started believing my name was Anne, hahaha. I also had to put 'em in enevlopes...and yeah, I had to do some mail-outs for the upcoming ROYAB. Some interesting names/addresses there... Did some promo stuff mailouts...Scored new thongs! Woohoo, got two pairs. One for me and one for Rach! Rach- remind me to bring them....had thai for dinner- had to eat it on the train though...Mum picked me up at the station...Watched Ryan and Tristas wedding last niggghhhttttt...Adorable...
Thursday- (btw- thats today :oP) I am..doing..nothing AT ALL. Just relaxin' and enjoying myself..lol
Tomorrow I'm going to the movies to see Intolerable Cruelty then going to Darlinghurst to eat at this resturant... Then Saturday I'm going to the Carols in the Domain.. Sunday- no idea...
I also have no idea what I'm gonna do next week at all.
I know my parents have something on Mon and Tues(christmassy stuff with their friends- asked me to come but..i said..'uh, no thanks'). We have to eat dinner with Nana on Christmas Eve. For some reason, no-one wants to celebrate Christmas. We still get presents tho! Woohoo!
On Christmas Day- we're just gonna wait for Dad to get home from work then just relax with a few drinks and maybe have a BBQ- no idea.
Don't even ask me what I've got planned beyond that! I have nooooo idea.
See ya on Sunday maybe if I don't get a surge of inspiration in the next 24 hours...lol
Luv Kat xoxox
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| ANOTHER survey |
| 12.15.03 (9:40 pm) [edit] |
I know I said I wouldn't but BOTH Rach and Maz sent it to me so I thought I'd do it too!!!
[b]Name Four Bad Habits You Have:[/b]
1. Talking too much and too fast 2. Being extremely fussy about food/drinks 3. Being an internet addict. 4. Saying 'I want' instead of 'I would like' *laughs at Rach's frustration*
[b]Name Four Things that you wish you had:[/b]
1. My own computer with my own internet connection 2. Car with a never-ending supply of petrol/repairs(a licence'd be good too) 3. My own house 4. A genie in a bottle to grant me 3 more wishes :-P (good thinkin' Rach)
[b]Name Four Scents You Love:[/b]
1. Pizza 2. Yves Saint Laurent's Paris perfume. 3. The air before it rains 4. Guys when they're clean
[b]Name Four People That Know You the Best:[/b] 1. Maz 2. Rach 3. Mum 4. Len(not the recent stuff but..things before the recent stuff)
[b]Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:[/b]
1. Revealing clothes 2. Shoulder pads 3. Stiltettos 4. Skirts above the knee
[b]Name Four Things you are thinking about now:[/b]
1. This Survey 2. My bad habits 3. What I'm gonna do next 4. I'm also thinking that I'm not in a thinking mood.
[b]Name Four Things that you have done today:[/b]
1. Ate 2. Read 3. Chatted 4. Went for my dentist appointment
[b]Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:[/b]
1. Water 2. Chocolate 3. Icecream yesterday 4. An iceblock for this little dude yesterday. He was cute.. :)
[b]Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:[/b]
1. Water 2. Apple Juice 3. Water 4. Coke at Macca's or something.
[b]First Grade Teacher's Name?[/b]
Ms Stephens
[b]Last Words You Said:[/b]
'yes like always'
[b]Last Song You Sang?[/b]
Baa Baa Black Sheep
[b]Last Person You Hugged?[/b]
Bec last night
[b]Last Thing you laughed at?[/b]
A chicky yesterday that was paranoid about the boys catching her naked at camp. (Mum's work)
[b]Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?[/b]
All the time. If I say 'I love you' that means I mean it.
[b]Last Time You Cried?[/b]
Last night.
[b]What Colour Socks Are You Wearing?[/b]
Flesh coloured ones.
[b]What's Under Your Bed?[/b]
A box of Kara's books for safekeeping.
[b]What Time Did You Wake Up Today?[/b]
11:00am! Aaah, yay.
[b]Current Hair?[/b]
Down
[b]Current Clothes?[/b]
Denim skirt with a blue stripy top/black singlet
[b]Current Annoyance?[/b]
Boredom..
[b]Current Longing?[/b]
Someone to hug.
[b]Current Desktop Picture?[/b]
It's...just...black
[b]Current Worry?[/b]
"Am I gonna be able to get a job?!"
[b]Current Hate?[/b]
Immaturity (even tho I'm a little) and Shallowness
[b]Favourite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?[/b]
Eyes/smile
[b]Last CD You Bought?[/b]
Some Kelly Osbourne Cd for my sister
[b]Favourite Place To Be?[/b]
Places that I feel comfortable at.
[b]Least Favourite Place?[/b]
Somewhere I'm feeling uncomfortable.
[b]Time You Wake Up In The Morning?[/b]
Whenever
[b]If You Could Play An Instrument?[/b]
Microphone- I know it's not an instrument but I'd just love to sing and sing..(all good-like that is)
[b]Favourite Colour?[/b]
Green, Orange, Magenta, Purple, Yellow, Blue and Red
[b]Do You Believe In An Afterlife?[/b]
No I don't.
[b]How Tall Are You?[/b]
5”5
[b]Current Favourite Word/Saying?[/b]
'Woohoo!' or 'Yay' or something like 'meh'
[b]Favourite Season?[/b]
Autumn or Spring
[b]One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To:[/b]
My uncle. I never really had a chance to let him know exactly how much I loved him.
[b]Favourite Day?[/b]
Saturday
[b]Where Would You Like To Go?[/b]
Your house.
[b]What Is Your Career Going To Be Like?[/b]
Something I love hopefully.
[b]How Many Kids Do You Want?[/b]
Two
[b]Favourite Car?[/b]
I really like those Toyota Echoes, Holden Astras are so nice!!! As well as these funky VW beetles...
[b]Type A Line You Remember From Any Book:[/b]
'she fell to the ground and looked up with tear-stained eyes and said 'you bastard'
[b]A Random Lyric:[/b]
Off the top of my head: 'stop right there, thank you very much' *laughs*
[b]Identify Some Of The Things Surrounding Your Computer:[/b]
1. Web cam 2. Water 3. Scanner 4. Paper/pen/sister's school certificate 5. Myself
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| :o) |
| 12.14.03 (2:40 am) [edit] |
My shorts are back- to-front. I wonder if they did it on their own to symbolise my life? They're very smart shorts. They take after their owner.
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| embarrassing...!!! |
| 12.13.03 (9:47 pm) [edit] |
I am so extremely embarrassed...oh can I take a moment to show off my beautiful colours? I love them! and oo, my new header!!! The annoying disclaimer is gone...I'm sure some people will b relieved..
I was speakin' to a guy..(not the guy previously mentioned)....and we were talkin' about some stuff and he mentioned a email that he had kept from August 2001 from me...
He forwarded it to me and oh my god! I am SO embarrassed now.... I'll copy and paste it...
[i]"Heeeey babe! I been drinking! hee hee hee! naughty me! PARRA won! geez whiz, i sure am excited! JUSTA THOUGHT I'D SEND U A E-MAIL IN MY TIPSY STATE, YES YES WELL! SO, YEH!! GOTTA LUV YA! MWAAH! YOU KNOW, I WISH U WERE MY BOYFRIEND.............................I MEAN UR SO NICE N ALL........................BUT HEY WHY WOULD A DUDE LIKE U BE INTERESTED IN ME, I MEAN....JESUS!! PLUS U GOT THAT GIRL FROM THE NET, WHATEVER HER NAME IS JUSTA BE HAPPY, FOLLOW YOUR HEART FIRST BEFORE YOUR HEAD. THAT'S THE BEST ADVICE I'VE EVER HEARD! (SOMEONE TOLD ME IT) THERES ANOTHER ONE THAT ME AND MAZ MADE UP " HAVE FUN NOW, WORRY LATER.....LIVE UR LIFE 2 THE MAX, BECOZ WHEN UR OLD U DONT DO MUCH,....JUST GO 2 BINGO N STUFF! GET SOME WRINKLES AND BE TOTALLY BORING" YEP THATS MY ADVICE OF THE DAY!! IM AT MAZ'S HOUSE BY THE WAY, SHES DRIVING YAZAN HER BF HOMNE, SO I GOTS THE PUTTA 2 MYSELF!!! SEE U LATER BYEBYE LUV KAT P.S- SHES BACK"[/i]
Haha....idiotic....I was definetely not 'tipsy'..more like 'stone-drunk'...lol anmd I apparently was watching football? Oh I remember now..I was at Maz's watchin footy on the box with people....Aaah! I would have been just 15...
hahahaha..i jst can't stop laughin' but I'm so damn embarrassed tho...embarrassed for me.... :P
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| 12.13.03 (8:14 am) [edit] |
He walked.
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| ok...all is fucked! |
| 12.13.03 (8:11 am) [edit] |
Ok I'm pissed off. I don't know why exactly I'm pissed off but godamn I'm pissed off.
Someone just told me that I wasn't the person he thought I was and told me to have a nice life.
I don't know what I did. I'm gonna read the log and see.
*reads log*
Ok- I'll tell you the whole thing. There's this guy. Ok, fuckit. I'll even say his name. I don't care.
Ok, his name's Ken. I met him in a chat room like maybe six months ago- give or take.... we chatted a bit then it jst died off but we started chatting again a while ago.... we got on pretty well....he said some stuff that confused me and I apparentlu sent mixed signals..we were gonna meet but it didn't happen... hmmm...It all started when he said he was feelin' leftout i think cos i didn't make him feel....important..i mean, goddamn he's not a toddler..i might hav given the impression that I was too busy talking to others but I had my own reasons for that..I didn't wanna get too close to him only to b burnt... but anyway....
midnight: ahhh so u dont stay for me!
katrina...: I haven't spoken to her since Friday.
midnight: meh ill talk to u later
* midnight is now Away
katrina...: Fine- b lik that.
midnight: meh i just feel unimportant sometimes
katrina...: why?!
midnight: just a feeling
katrina...: right....
That's just a part of it. God, chat logs are cool!
midnight: u quote on your blog that u talk to the same old same olds all the time and it bores you a little ...am i one of those or am i the exception?
katrina...: lemme see
katrina...: "I'm chatting to a few people on MSN but it's like...the same conversations over and over. With a few exceptions of course!"
katrina...: this 1?
midnight: yeah that one
katrina...: Ah, to be perfectly honest- sometimes our convrsations are about the same thing over and over..
midnight: of course they are :)
midnight: im boring what else do i have to talk about:)
katrina...: It gets kinda tired, you know?
katrina...: I'm not being criticial at all.
midnight: yeah its cool
midnight: i guess what it comes down to it, i dont know that much about your day to day lifestyle to have much to talk about besides what i do
after that- he's all like 'u can talk to me about stuff' and I was like 'talk talk..thats what everyone wants to do these days'....sometimes it gets to me because sometimes I'm perfectly content goin' over and over...and even though it gets a little tired with Ken- we still continue it...and i kinda like it..but with others..i got sick of it.....I don't know- im confusing myself...
Well, after he read my blog...everything changed....and I was remembering what Lee wrote in her blog..she says that she doesn't care if her family/friends read it...and I think its really good but it can fuck things up....
update on conversation with ken:
midnight says: I just feel that you dont trust me enough to talk about anything which really means anything to you
midnight says: You dont want people to know the real you, so im just going to stop searching for the real you
Great- just because I'm guarded. I just don't shout from the rooftops my personal life.....so damn pissed off...but hey, what can you do? I just like..I wish I could open up more to people but it's pretty difficult when I feel so vulnerable sometimes....I think that if someone knows a little more about me than the general public...that person is a huge risk...it's like...I don't know why but when I think of this whole situation..i think of the whole Aborgines- White people...the white people were ....risky to the aborgines....and a lot of them were assholes but...some of them were nice and the aborgines opened up to a select few....
I don't know- I'm just so confused.
Ken jst said that if he walked away- I wouldn't have to worry about 'it' which prob means him..and i said 'what if i dont want you to walk away?'
midnight says: why wouldnt you, there is nothing exciting about me that you couldnt find in anyone else
midnight says: you never give me any reason that you want to talk to me or even know me except that im "me"
I wonder if it's a power/ego trip....hmmm...
I'm being a bitch now...need to stop bein' a bitch..
For some reason, I'm calming down. If he wants to walk away- he can. I told him so. His decision.
He'll probably walk away. I just don't know how to describe him- he was just...him, if you know what I mean? He was/is a friend....I just don't have the energy for this anymore...
this is fucked...
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| 12.13.03 (12:19 am) [edit] |
I did a personality disorder test and oh my god, so pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I took the liberty of copyin' and pastin' the 'definitions'
[b]Disorder Info[/b]
Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal
Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.
Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.
Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.
Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic
Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.
Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.
Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.
Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.
Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive
Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism
Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.
Hmmmm, I guess I'm realy crazy..lol
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| 12.08.03 (10:05 pm) [edit] |
Hello ladies and gentlemen.
Rach sent me a survey- I thought to myself...I could fill that in and put that on my blog but I suddenly said...NO! You cannot do that! What happened to trying not to....answer questions, lol.
So you're stuck with my blabbering shit.
I was thinkin earlier bout what to write. I realised that I think a lot about what to write. I just should let it come naturally I guess.
I'm chatting to a few people on MSN but it's like...the same conversations over and over. With a few exceptions of course!
It feels like I'm going in circles. My life's going in circles.
Oh my god, I am pathetic! I'm writing about how my life sucks- I should talk about what makes it good....it's just a little difficult to think bout now...
I was just sitting here looking at my to-do list, mum's homework and my own homework and I'm like...meh, fuck this so I went outside and played with the dogs for a while- not telling anyone where I went. Got some stuff out of the letterbox. Now I'm back at my usual seat looking at the brochures/local newspaper/letters AS well as all the other shit I mentioned.
I had to chase the dogs around a bit to get them to go back inside! So cute Bree was running around with her tiny legs, trying to speed up. She's getting heaps faster now!
People tell me such useless things and I'm like 'uh...ok'... Like 4 people just said useless things to me that I didn't give a fuck about. Why do people think I give a fuck? Do I give out some sort of impression that I care?
A guy I was going to meet up with a couple months ago, just came online. I just remembered him, lol. I haven't spoken to him for ages.
I'm hoping to meet some people I speak to online in 'real life' so to speak this holidays. I just hope that all goes well I guess...
Ok- lookin' at the brochures now...
Nothing interesting....
Tomorrow- I'm going to the Deaf Society to help out a little with Rach...but before that, I've got to spend like ....80 bucks! on stupid meaningless shit!!!!! Augh! I wanna keep all my precious money, hahahaha.
I hope I get to see Maz a bit more this holidays. I haven't seen her all that much lately and I miss her, lol. I know it sounds a bit silly but I just do.
Do you ever miss someone even when they're right there with you?
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| 12.08.03 (8:01 pm) [edit] |
Referring to Lee's comment....hopes and dreams? random thoughts?
I don't know but I'm kinda scared to write about this kind of thing because there are people I know that read this blog. I'm not sayin' that I don't wanna tell them...I mean, if they wanna know- they can go to the effort of asking me instead of automatically readin this..but meh, i've already answered a hell of a lot of questions about me...maybe time for something different...
I was just thinking earlier about a quote I had read ages ago. "If person has multi-personalities and is sucicidal- is it a hostage situation?' Or something like that....I can't remember the words correctly...I was just thinking...I think it would because the other personalities aren't really consenting if you get what I mean?
I have so much to say but so much hesitation.
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| what to write about? |
| 12.07.03 (5:01 pm) [edit] |
I just asked on Tblurt what to write about, hoping that someone will help me out...
My weekend was very relaxing. My room is super neat now..thanks to bossyboots Rach- love u rach
I'm scared of messing it up now, hahahaha...
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| Qtns designed 2 bore u.. |
| 12.04.03 (3:12 am) [edit] |
I sent this out via email a while ago- thought I'd add it on here...
WOULD YOU RATHER: 1. Pierced nose or tongue? I've had a nose one so I'd want a tongue one now. 2. Boxers or briefs? For me? Briefs..lol 3. Whole or skim milk? Skim milk- whole is just eugh
ARE YOU: 1. Single or taken? Single 2. Simple or complicated? Kinda complicated
DO YOU PREFER: 1. Flowers or angels? Angels 2. Colour or black n white photos? Both, dependin' on the sorta photo really 3. Lust or love? Love 4. Sunrise or sunset? Both. (Where's number 5?) 6. Rap or rock? Dunno!! 7. Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late 8. TV or radio? TV 9. Water or alcohol? Water 10. Apples or grapes? Grapes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 1. Do you have a crush? I don't know, lol. 2. Who is it? Not telling
ONCE AGAIN, DO YOU PREFER: 1. Being hot or cold? Cold 2. Members of the opposite sex? Yes 3. Sun or moon? Moon 4. Emeralds or rubies? Emeralds 5. Left or right? Right 6. Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? One Best friend 7. Sun or rain? Rain! 8. Vanilla or chocolate ice-cream? Chocolate! 9. Boys or girls? Boys in THAT way, girls are cool as friends..lol 10. Green beans or carrots? Hmmmm, depends
MISCELLANEOUS: 1. What is your biggest fear in the world? Loneliness! 2. Kids or no kids? Kids 3. Dog or cat? Dogs! 4. Half empty or half full? Half full at my best :o) 5. Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup 6. Hard cover books or soft cover books? Soft cover 7. Newspaper or mag? Mag 8. Thongs or sneakers? Both, io couldnt liv wifout my royals or havianas 9. Red car or white car? RED! 10. Happy and poor or sad and rich? Happy & Poor 11. Singing or dancing? Singing :o) 12. Hugging or kissing? Hugging altho kissin's good lol. 13. Corduroy or plaid? Plaid 14. Purple or green? Green! 15. Blondes, brunettes or red heads? Brunettes
TELL US ABOUT YOU: 1. Name? Katrina 2. Nickname? Kat, Kit Kat, Drama Queen, Katty, Katsie (ammy :@..lol) some others 3. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 7 but i really turned 17, it was just the theme of my party... *panics* 4. Date that you regularly blow them out? 12th June 5. Pets? 3 Dogs 6. Height? 167cm, I think! 7. Eye colour? Blue 8. Hair colour? Naturally it's brown but atm, it's kinda reddish 9. Piercings? 2 on each ear altho dont often wear earrings 10. Where do you want to live? Anywhere that isn't too hot or too cold! Without annoying people. One's enough, hahahaha. 11. How many kids you want? 2! 12. What kind of job you want? Something that enables me to work with people 13. Do you want to get married? Maybe, maybe not.
WHO: 1. Makes you laugh the most? Myself. Geez, I hate those kinda questions- you have to pinpoint specific people.... 2. Is the shyest? KARA! 3. Is the most outgoing? *shrugs* 4. Tried to crack onto me? *shrugs* 5. Is the most fun to be round? All my friends- the real ones that is. 6. Knows the most about you? Maz n Rach. 7. Has it easier--guys or girls? Guys
FAVOURITES: 1. Toothpaste? Them colgate ones 2. Food? Vegetarian Thai 3. Song of the moment? Baa Baa Black Sheep..,..hahaha classic 4. Subject in school? English n Ancient History 5. Flower? Them sniffy ones..*shrugs* 6. Colour? I like the colours of the rainbow but Lime green tops the list 7. Alcohol drink? Don't drink alcohol anymore! 8. Style of underpants? Comfy ones 9. Country? I would have to say Australia coz i havnt been anywhere else!! 10. Disney character? GOOFY!
RANDOM QUESTIONS: 1. When was your last hospital check-in? when i was bout 4 2. Where do you see yourself in 5 yrs time? Hopefully happy 3. What do you do most often when you are at your bored-est? Read, go online...talk to my friends! 4. Name the person that you are friends with that lives the furtherest away? Len..he's in the US, hahaha...if we're talkin bout people we've met...Hollie in New York. 5. Are you in a gang or club? Haha, no. 6. Your favourite piece of clothing? My red jumper. 7. Are you open-minded? Sometimes, depends 8. Are you a player? Nope 9. Can you be in love with two people at the same time? Maybe! 10. Most humiliating moment? Ohh there's TOOOOO many! 11. Are you over this survey? Ohh no, I could go more q's. Im at mum's work n bored as all hell!
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| 12.04.03 (3:11 am) [edit] |
:D :) :( :o :shock: :? 8) :lol: :x :P :oops: :cry: :evil: :twisted: :roll: :wink: :!: :?: :idea: :arrow:
Those emoticons are cool!!!
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| a rainy day :) |
| 12.03.03 (9:17 pm) [edit] |
It's raining and I couldn't be happier..no, if my assignment was done- I'd be happier. Hahaha.
Kylie has her formal tonight and she's gonna be soaked! How funny is that?! She seems to still be at hair + makeup. All her friends are gonna be here in 1 hr and 45 mins. They're havin' a limo. How fun!
At the moment, I'm uploading pics to a Harvey Norman photo gallery- when I'm done- I'll put the link up on here and you can have a look-see.
I've got to do my Portfolio before Saturday! Aw shucks, I haven't even started. Need to do it tonight prob...
Last night- went to this club thingy for dinner last night and had a few drinks. played a few games- was fun.
Oh meh Oh meh I love sayin 'meh'...it's so 'mehish'
Gotta go call someone
Bye bye
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| Lunch...and marriage |
| 12.01.03 (7:27 pm) [edit] |
yum Lunch.
For lunch...I had Pumpkin and Leek Soup, an apple thing, a small packet of choc tiny teddies AND red cordial. Delicious stuff. Although am very full....
[b]I love you. Will you marry me?[/b]
Respond with your answer in the comment box!
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| like a drug.. |
| 12.01.03 (3:43 am) [edit] |
Hmmmm, I'm back already.
I don't know what I'm writing in this entry yet. I just know I want to see this box, see my words form even though I'm having difficulty thinking of words to put in this box. I'm just thinking...words come flying but then the rational side of me is sayin 'c'mon kat..u can't put that in ur blog..what would people think?' The other part of me is saying 'who gives a fuck what they think? it's ur blog" and I don't know....I think I'm gonna listen to the second part and write what I want and if you don't like it-you know where the X button is :) Ones that are still here- HI :)
I have 21 people online on my list and I'm only talking to three. I cannot be bothered talking to the rest because I am over this shit. I'm over of being nice to people I don't wanna be nice to. I just am over this.
I'm just gonna....yeah...I don't know what I'm gonna do but I'm gonna do it anyway, hahaha.
I'm not going to TAFE tomorrow night for the little 'party'...Yay them. I'm just so frustrated and pissed off with the idiots at Granville TAFE. But anyway, who wants to hear bout that anyway. Moving on.
I found this unreal site- its called punkassgear.com...I like some badges on there n stuff but I cannot order it cos I don't live in the g'damn states. Although, I'm thinkin' bout askin Len if they can post it to them and he could post them to me... Gotta remember to ask him....
Tomorrow- I'm just going to sleep in for as long as I feel like, gonna get up and have a nice shower and just relax. I'm also gonna eat my soup. Yummy Pumpkin and Leek soup. *licks lips*.....
I don't know what else I'm going to do but I'm going to enjoy it- oh yeah..I could also post in here....heh, won't that be fun bloggy? Sooner or later, you'll get sick of me posting because once I get started- I go at full steam for a while but sooner or later, the train starts to slow down because it runs out of steam and then eventually it grinds to a halt until more steam can be created then off it goes again if you know what I mean?
I'm typing so fast tonight- I don't know why. I just wanna get things off my chest I suppose. Even though if it's totally meaningless stuff like what I'm doing tomorrow. I feel good about telling someone/something and the unfortunate something is my little widdle darling blog. No, I'm not trying to get into your pants.
Someone once said to me 'I'm a guy, I sweettalk to get in girls pants but not with you, I want you to hear it'....It's the same with you, my dear little blog. I'm going to make up for months of neglect!
I just got asked if I was ignoring a guy and honestly, I wasn't. I got just too involved in writing this that I completely forgot bout MSN. YES! I forgot bout the blinking lights. It's amazing really.
I haven't been writing much in my paper journal either- I just haven't WANTED to write I guess. But I'm gonna keep trying to update this. God, I'm full of B.S...lol...
I'll tell you a story about two girls although two other girls are involved.
lets call them Mary and Ann. Mary and Ann are bitches. Full stop. They totally dogged Rosie. Poor Rosie was best friends with Ann and Mary was best friends with Freda. But after Rosie introduced Mary and Ann. They hit it off and over time, they became closer and discared poor Freda and Rosie. Just today, Ann said to Rosie that it was over! I mean..'hello, it ain't a r'ship'...Apparently Ann's better off without Rosie and wants to spend more time with Mary. Ann's family is extremely worried bout her too. Her behaviour towards life is just disgraceful. But that's a whole new story for another day! Meh!
Rosie's been adopted. Hurrah for the adoptive group! Hurrah! Lol...talk about tooting your own horn :)
I have many stories that I've neglected to tell you my dear blog but honey, that's for another day :) a new, wonderful day where my fingers are once again alive enough to sing the praise of the world.....(!)(!)
Au revior til then.
-Kat
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| a comeback :) |
| 12.01.03 (3:24 am) [edit] |
Ok, I'm trying to overcome this evil writers block. Someone read this and mentioned it to me- made me think...why exactly haven't I been writing in this? I guess I'm scared of what to write. I'm scared that I won't be able to stop. I'm just um, scared!
Stuff's been happening and I basically can't keep up. Even though I can't keep up, I have two whole months to....catch up and try to live my life at my own pace and not let anything get too ahead of me.
I don't know what I wanna write but I'm gonna write! I gotta get back into the habit....I've got two months to write in you, my darling little blog.
Hows my life ey? Hmm, not too bad but not exactly flash either. Once I think I've got on top of it, it all just crumbles down and I'm left in the ruins thinking 'oh my god, what just happened?'. It feels like that most days although I try to block it out I guess.
There are a few guys I like although I'm not sure what sense I like them in. I mean, it could be a friendly way, a sisterly way or a romantical way. Who knows ey? I just gotta find out.
It's....like...'wow, what's goin on here? what do i wanna do with my life?!'
I'm in one of those rambling moods so I think I'll end this now and come back later when I've stopped talking to so many people. I might actually be able to ramble. Who knows anything these days?! :)
Love ya all.
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