I've decided not to bother with the night out entries. They'd just be too long-winded and boring!

I don't have as much desire as I did before to write in here. I still do, don't get me wrong. It's just so difficult to put what I'm thinking into words. I have so many thoughts running through my head but to put them in words seems like such a difficult task.

These days, I don't know who reads my blog...and that reason alone..I restrain myself from saying specific things. The thing with Maz...wasn't great cause she left a comment saying that she didn't appreciate what I said. So I guess I've got to be careful about what I say but in a way, I just feel like saying 'fuck off..look, it's my blog..I'll do damn what I please'...but...people will continue to complain about my content and a lot of the people that read this are real-life friends as well as some people I speak to on the internet.

I look at other peoples' blogs and see how much they share, how they pour their hearts out and totally wearing their hearts on their sleeves- I wish I could do that....Take Amy for instance...she totally..totally turned herself inside out... I admire her ability to do that and it sucks totally that the person...is reading her blog because now..her ability to write freely has been capped...

Why don't I just open up house somewhere else and write anonymously? That's the question I've been asked countless times. For one reason..easily...I'd feel like I was hiding something. I'd feel guilty....And I'd be paranoid that one person would find out then everyone would know. I find it easier to just be open about stuff. I wish tblog was a bit like livejournal... private/protected/public entries.. I don't wanna move there..I like it here...even though it can be a bitch at times!..

Ah, enough from me for today!

Love and sunshine

K xox

Hey all

Do this for me PLEASE! :)

Luv yous

K xoxox

LET ME KNOW IF YOU WILL PUT THIS IN YOUR BLOG SO I CAN COME AND DO IT FOR YOU, TOO!



1. Who are you?


2. Are we friends?


3. When and how did we meet?


4. Do you talk to me a lot?


5. Am i fun to talk to?


6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.


7. Describe me in one word.


8. What was your first impression?


9. Do you still think that way about me now?


10. What reminds you of me?


11. If you could give me anything what would it be?


12. How well do you know me?


13. Whats one thing that we had and was only ours?


14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?


15. If given the chance would you do me?


16.If given the chance would you embrace lips with myself?


17. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

This update is a week or so late!

My apologies..

This update is for LAST Saturday..the.. 27th November...

I worked....yep, from 10 til 12 then went to North Rocks to help out with the Auslan BBQ cause they didn't have enough team member so I went and helped....Got home to realise that I was supposed to meet the other girls at the time I got home..

A mad rush started...and I missed the train the others were on...Got another and met them at Parramatta....we got to the city and got a bus to Darling harbour and just hung around at the Watershed waiting for the cruise to start... There were ten of us... Michelle, Danni, Fiona, Heidi, Rach, Kara, Kym, Tien, Aparna and me! :)

The wait was soooo long and they wouldn't let us on til we had a professional group photo... Got on the boat..only to get told to wait til everyone was on cause our table was near the door... The guys were cute but there was this one server that had the hugest mouth..it was very distracting.. Had yuck wine served to us...a few laughs and then..dinner... tables were removed....I thought I'd help clean up the table by finishing everyone's drink.. (They were upstairs having a smoke)...heh..was pretty snozzled by then..

Will edit this post with rest of story..net's being stupid..