:D :D :D :D hiya everybody! :) It's Katty :D
It's been an interesting day for conversations.
While driving to Campbelltown- Caffy and I had heaps of different conversations about different things. People copying each other (read caffy's blog.. http://caffy.tblog.com" title="http://caffy.tblog.com" target="_blank"http://caffy.tblog.com).. Feeling isolated and the lack of strong connections/bonds with friends around us.
Having a bond with someone, is only a dream for me. The idea of having someone that I could turn to at 2am in the morning, having someone that I could go to at 2am in the morning if the need arises..is inconceivable... I can't imagine being that close to somebody... For a number of reasons... 1. I can't imagine trusting someone that much.. 2. I can't imagine someone that would be there for me...
I have friends, sure. But in all honesty... after Rach and Len go.. If I moved somewhere- I wouldn't feel like I was leaving much behind apart from family and a couple of friends but that's all. I wouldn't be all teary about leaving. That sounds a little bitchy, I know but seriously..I don't feel like I fit in around here. I feel really isolated. I mean, I have friends and stuff but still..not people I really connect with. People I can chat to..freely without inhibitions...without having to repeat myself.. I've found people who I can chat to freely- sure but they're not located in Sydney.
It's not that it's impossible to find someone I can connect with- it's uhh, hard but still...I know if I tried hard enough- I'd be able to find someone...but it's so hard face to face. It seems so much easier online. It's words on a screen, hardly hurts anyone. I know thats naivety talking. I know words CAN hurt but..I'm just saying that for the sake of it...that words are just words....Argh, I don't know what I'm saying. I've had a few drinks. Hopefully, I'll remember to update when I'm in a better mind-set :)
I'll tell you some stuff that came up during caf and my drinking session...
Black people..and no, we're not being racist at allll!..but we were wondering if they ever had pimples cause we haven't seen any with any pimples..so it was weird to think about them with pimples..and caffy was wondering if they had hair 'down there' cause..like..they don't have much on their chest/armpits.. can anyone help us on this??
Also..I said I'd admit defeat.. Cafs and I were playing my spankily new snakes and ladders game...we had to take shots etc but I couldn't.. out of 4 I was supposed to take- I only took two.. I didn't wanna vomit so I didn't and I had to get Mum and my sister to take them for me, hahaha. Cafs thought that was cool..mum taking the shot :) ...so... 'theoretically caffy won'... thats what she said :)
Kat is sad but do not drink wine products with drinks such as tequila or straight bacardi rum.. YUCK!
Caffy agrees.... although not speaking from experience.. (experience of drinking those two together but experience from watching poor Katty)...
We also discussed how strange it'd be having two noses.. imagine that?! Caffy drew a picture of a girl with two noses, ugh!
What else should I address in this blog entry?
Oh yes, I met the Ellis family and they're absolutely lovely. I met JoAnn (mama), Cherie (sista) and Josh (brother). I get on the best with Josh out of the three but they're all lovely like my dear Len :)
Can you believe that Rach is getting married in...like, 2 and half days! It's mind boggling. I don't think I'll actually believe it until the ring's on the finger..you know? And when they're actually leaving the church. I'm feeling really eeky about it cause I'm hoping I don't cry. I saw Ammy in her bridesmaid dress today- she looks so cute!!
Caffy just finished going through my photo albums... she has one word of comment.. 'nice'. How ....errm.. nice! :)
I'll ask her if we have anything else to address... No.. she's changing in pj's..so I'm guessing she's hinting 'bedtime' :)
Today- when I take caf back..we're gonna help Rach and Len with their wedding favours..well, I am. I duno about cafs but yeah... then tonight- we're going to the city... movies/clubs....
then it'll be saturday...then it'll be sunday...augh! WEDDING! I got a new top..I hope I'll look okay :D
Toodles for now...
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