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ggggrrrr
04.26.05 (5:35 pm)   [edit]
Well. I went to darts last night (I play in a competition with mum's team). I'd had a bit to drink and was all happy/silly. I was jumping around, laughing and twirling. These old women obviously didn't like it and proceeded to talk about me behind my back. Coming back from the toilet, I saw them talking about me...complaining to the captain about my behaviour. I sat down and said 'If you have a problem with me, say it to my face. (they'd told me to stop jumping and I did)."and they were like 'we never said anything about you'...I came back with 'I fucking saw you!'... There are two things I hate in life... dishonesty and people backstabbing me... the worst thing for me was..mum staying out of it..I wanted her to defend me...but she didn't want to be seen taking sides...so in my drunk state, I cried! It's not the first time that one of the women has done this before..I mean, they're what? 32 years older than me... find something better to do with your time, I say.
 
For we are happy and free!
04.23.05 (4:20 am)   [edit]

Hippies, all let us sing for


we are happy and free in our golden valley


and in our kombi vans.


We enjoy life of peace


in stoned voices- let us sing.


We have enough children to burn


under the twinkling stars.


We keep our roads free from cars.


Let us live in harmony.


We're hippies, happy and free.

 
getting things in perspective
04.13.05 (2:20 am)   [edit]

I've kinda been at a low...and it took a horrible thing today, to make me stop and look at things differently. I snapped at the client I was working with....it wasn't a small snap. I basically snapped and stormed out of the house and sat outside on the grass. He was being really irritating all day... screaming and banging pots and pans right near my ear. He knew I could hear it so continued but I was staying calm and ignoring him then I started to get a really bad headache and he would not stop screaming. He tried to force me to play X-Box when I repeatedly said I did not want to... he grabbed my wrist and wouldn't let go...tried to twist my arm..I continued to refuse... then he got angry...then the other worker played with him for a bit then she had to answer her phone so I said I'd play for a bit til she came back...he had this really bad attitude... it really pissed me off..so I basically slammed down the console and snapped..and stormed outside...my head was throbbing....and he followed me outside and tried to run over my foot with his bike..then I really let it go...I hadn't had much sleep, woke up and went straight to work...felt kinda sick etc but all that's no excuse for snapping at him...


Really made me think about my behaviour over the last month or two. I'm not really proud of some of my behaviour...and some of the ways I've treated people. I haven't really been the Kat I know although I've seen some glimpses of her..


I just hope I can improve my behaviour and get things back in order.

 
hey all
04.07.05 (9:17 pm)   [edit]

It's been a while.


Just thought I'd shout out to say I'm still around.


I still need to relaaaxxxx!!!


I did an assessment today.. a group role play. We had to act out a meeting about a new worker joining our agency... the teacher said we were the best group she'd seen that day..(she'd already seen eight)..WOOHOO!! 16 out of 20... 20% of my final grade...and I got 16%..so I'm pretty stoked..that works out to be 80%... aaah! it's put a smile on my dial...


Ok, I'm off to go to three meetings then dinner with friends...teaching a workshop tomorrow...argh..


Seeya later...